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March 17th, 2008

01:50 pm - Green Funk I wore a holiday color by accident again today. The only sweater left in my closet just happened to be green. I don't mind wearing green on St. Patrick's Day, though. For some reason, it feels less corny than wearing red on Valentine's Day. I have to get out of this funk I've been in lately. I think I just need a new job. I'm kind of stuck, though, because when I think about finding another administrative job I start to feel sick to my stomach. I don't want to do that anymore. I really want to write. What I'll probably end up doing is sulkily checking Craigslist for entry level copywriter positions until Rohm and Haas decides they don't need me anymore. Then I'll have to settle for some admin. job somewhere else. My dad keeps trying to get me to contact my mom's cousin, who hires out IT professionals. I don't know if I qualify as an IT professional, or if I want to be one. I already decided I was over the whole computer field thing. What would I do, anyway? Grrr we'll call that plan B. Or maybe I just need a vacation. Like I can afford that. I should use the $600 we're supposed to get from the government in May, but I really need to send that to Sallie Mae and/or Capital One and/or Bank of America. Stupid debt. Maybe I'll just send $200 to Sallie Mae and use the rest to go on vacation. I could really use a change of scenery. I feel like I'm in prison and they won't tell me how long my sentence is. "Oh, you'll be here at LEAST through the end of the year." Can I get out on good behavior? Stupid job limbo... Job pergatory. Maybe I should finish that book I was working on... or the other one. Do I have a future in that? Do I have a future anywhere? I need help. Can you see why I'm in a funk? So, St. Patrick's Day. Green stuff. I had a green bagel this morning. Apparently I was one of only three people in my buildilng to try them. I don't know what everyone's afraid of. It was obviously just a plain bagel with green food coloring in it. Be a little festive, jeez. They must not be Irish. I'm a quarter Irish, so that entitles me to a green bagel. I want some Irish Potatoes. Mmmm... Current Location: The Hard to Find City Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: Zombies

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